Deeply rooted in faith

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It was a Monday morning on March 26, 2018. I decided to call my dear friend who has a great influence in my career for more than 10 years now. I asked for his advice about this dream job and the career pipeline I would want to take. To my surprise he had given me a negative feedback of what I will never become. As a friend I am not expecting from him to always applaud me or affirm me but I wish to hear at least a positive encouragement that it is worth trying. I realize he has not know me very well. He still sees me as a small tree just sprouting on from a seed and can't prove anything.

I am devastated after that phone call and I decided to distant for now. I feel that he has not seen my journey, my hard work for getting to where I am now. He still sees me small and he still believe me I can never become one and I will be forever the same. I feel disheartened and wish I have not called him.

Notwithstanding the pain of the phone call, I kept it in my heart and believe that I will use that as a motivation to do better and one day I will achieve that dream. I can't just be moved by that word of discouragement. My faith is rooted strongly and I kept God's promises. He has proven me many times that as I trust him continiously, he does wonders in my life. I will wait patiently in His time and hoping that one day I could thank that friend and told him that his made me resiliant and renewed my faith and trust in God that everything is possible in his perfect time.